Anyone out there want a redundant Mother
Any of you remember this thread which I posted a while back....
Opinions please (from those who have kids)
Sorry had to ask for the opinions of those who have grown up kids, because maybe you'll understand more
As some of you might know, my youngest lad (29) got married last Friday, they have been together sonce he was 15yrs, we've had several moments with her, like the night she was going to stab him (another story) in the middle of the night, whilst he was asleep. We've had stalking, scratching all his car up, a time when she got him back by saying she was pregnant when she wasn't etc., Over the years I have overlooked all these things, simply because they kept making up and believe me I have tried with her, but honestly at times it has been difficult.
Well 4 years ago they started living together (both in the Police Force) and have a great life style,beautiful house, car each, holiday 3 times a year abroad, although she has periodically gone on and off anti-depressant tablets (happy pills as my son calls it) Well suddenly on Mothers Day my son comes here and announces that they are getting married, NO other imformation, just tells me there is a invite in the post.
On Friday 1st Aug we turned up at the church, the wedding took place, when suddenly all the photo's appeared to be with them and me and my EX hubby whom I divorced 15 years ago (can I add me and EX hate one another) but I grinned and put up with it. We went on the one of the most lavish hotels in Clavendon for the reception, again I'm on top table with my EX Patrick had a table with my Mom,sister,BIL,and Pete's current wife One of the uncles came and asked me 'WHO ARE YOU' so I told him, and he promptly went 'Oh I thought that was Steven's Mom.....pointing to my Ex's wife
I had a private word with my DIL and her Mom, and told them that I was far from happy, as I had nothing what-so-ever to do in anything with the wedding, which I was promptly told 'Oh! don't worry we've paid for everything', then I over hear a comment from DIL's mother telling her 'Don't forget to give Dianne(Ex's wife) her present for all the hard work she has done with the wedding.
Am I over reacting about being upset, it's a week and two days now and I'm still feeling very stung by it all. I realise that my youngest son had always held me responsible for divorcing his dad, but there was alot of violence from his Dad and I just couldn't take anymore.I feel that I was only there because it was required, I heard nothing from him since (nothing unusal I suppose) as he is all his Dad, but my eldest son Gary (who I have been helping out money wise for the last 12 months) has not bothered with me either, as he feels I shouldn't of expected anything else from Steven and DIL as she comes from a well to do family with money and that we wouldn't be her families type and therefore should of just been grateful for the invite.
Patrick's said all the right words, but I feel so upset.........like I'm scum
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Well there has been nothing resolved and both are still not speaking.
So last week I rang thier mobiles and left a couple of messages on thier answer service ''Mom's are not always right and maybe we argue but they do miss thier children, give me a call''. Well still nothing, now I feel like just saying ''I have not got 2 sons'', I am very disappointed in both of them. My Mom has just been on the phone and said that Gary (the eldest)has rang her and suggested going to see her on Saturday (200 mile trip) but before he went off the phone he was giving her abreak down on all his outgoing and telling her how he had NO MONEY...........
Mom's wondering if that is why he is suddenly visiting...please don't get me wrong he has visited her before obviously, but she always parts with petrol money and money for him to spend etc., (in the past) but she doesn't have it now.
I went wrong somewhere with them but I just don't know where. Obviously I stopped giving money to Gary and suggested he stood on his own two feet (he's 31 after-all) and well Steven I lost once I divorced his Dad 15 years ago (he's 30 now) but Steven I can except more, Gary I think has hurt me more.
Anyone want a redunant Mother