Morning all, well I'm absolutely shattered this morning and my eyes feel like they're three times the size they should be from crying! He finally got in at about 10:45 last night and we stayed up talking until about 2:30am. I'm probably not going to make much sense as my brains not quite caught up with me at the moment.

I told him how I was feeling and to begin with he became quite defensive and clammed up a lot. After I while I managed to get him to open up. Apparently he started talking to her a while back after we'd had a bit of a row, he had basically spilled his heart out to her and she had manipulated everything around, telling him that I was being ridiculous and that he was better off out of it. He said he regrets not saying anything back to her at the time but he did just go along with it after we made up he said he felt incredibly guilty but being the softy that he is didn't know what to say to her. He said maybe he was seeking attention from her a little as I have been working so much lately. I explained to him that once July is over it won't be so bad, but as it stands I'm working full time, have a portfolio to finish and exams in July. He said he understands and that he's willing to work at it if I am.

We had a long heart to heart after that and after everything I asked him where he was going to go with her on Monday, as he hadn't mentioned that to me at all. He looked totally surprised and asked me what I was talking about. I just gave him a look and he asked me how I knew to which I told him that I'd had my suspicions ever since he asked me about my shift. He said he was really sorry, that he had been planning to meet her as a friend. When I asked him why he lied to me he said he didn't want to hurt my feelings, and that if I didn't want him to go he wouldn't.

Everythings not perfect but I do feel slightly better that I got everything off my chest thanks so much to everyone here - without you I probably would have carried on as I was until I was at breaking point. I love you all x x x x x xx

welldone for talking to him about this ,best out in the open
,if you have this womans email address .... you could send her a quick email , (not a nasty one ) just say just quickey ,and tell her ,thats you and oh have had chat ,he tells me you two have been chating ect ect ,then end it by saying ,he is in a relationship with me ,and could you kindly ,keep out of it ect ect , she would deff think twice about ,all the bother that would come with meeting up with him

the internet is a very good think ,but it can be a lot of trouble as well . good luck sweet heart