fed up big time can't stop being sick :(

well i ahve really bad knees have been getting worse over the last 12yrs, i have all sorts done mri's bone scan's key hole surgery to see and they can't find any thing wrong the pain is so bad i want to cry all the time.

well they have put me under a pain specialist who has been trying all sorts of pills to help me, well they have now put me onto stonge pain patches like morphin, i have to have anti sick tablets as thats how strong they are. well tehy started me on new patch monday and have not been able to eat or sleep as being sick all the time, i have been told they need to up the patch this monday as well so not looking forward to that, am going to ask if there is an injection i can have as i can't take the pills due to being sick.

they are also going to do pain blocks in my spin which should be may. I feel so low all the time the pain has got that bad that i told my doctor to remove my legs as its got to be less painful in the long run, i dont think i can take much more. I am trying so hard to upset my family and let my little boy see how bad i am.

sorry guys just really needed to let it out and tell some one how i feel, it is so bad at the mo that i feel i could end it, i have told my doctor all this as well.

thanks for reading

sjpurt (sam)

Aww Sam, I am so sorry you are feeling so low, and all that pain is enough to reduce you to tears

I hope they can get the pain and meds sorted for you asap xxxxxx Hold on in there, you will get some relief xxxxx

Oh honey, I'm so sorry you're feeling this rough. I know what it's like to be in constant pain, but yours sounds far, far worse than mine. I wish there was something I could do to help you.....

*Hugs* xx00xx

Hope you feel better soon.

Sorry to hear your not to well i hope you get sorted soon and start to feel a 100 times better

My mum has really painful knees too,she's also had all the tests etc and haven't come up with anything specific so far.She's also had one knee replaced she says it's still sore but a different sore than before it was done.
I know how she feels from day to day and really feel for you,I hope somehow you start to feel a bit better soon,massive ((((((((((((hugs ))))))))))))) from me,xxxxxxxx

oh hun, i'm sorry that you're feeling so fed up.

BIG hugs. x

So sorry for you to be feeling this way. i can`t believe there is nothing they can give you that does not leave you this way. i hope you manage to get it all sorted out as soon as possible. Fudge sends some VERY special hugs to you.

so sorry to hear this, how horrible for you.
Have they ruled out arthritis?
My sister has arthritis and all over her body but her knee seem to be the worse she is in pain all the time she has had all sorts of pain killers and is know on an injection to try and help (I think it is more for the arthritis than the pain)
I cant remember what its called but one of her pain killers makes her sick and one of the other ones makes her out of it she cant move and doesnt really know whats going on

I hope they can do something for you on Monday.
xxx

HiSam So sorry to hear you are having such a terrible time of it and hope they can get some meds sorted out soon for you, which will make you feel a bit better.