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Location: UK
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Really rotten birthday.......
Well after what was supposed to be a 'big' day being my 40th birthday I spent most of the day crying my eyes out. Really, really crying.
My Dad did remember and actually sent me a card this year, on the right day too... a miracle. Other family didn't send anything.
So I spent the day crying, cleaning and doing laundry! lol
I so missed my Mum and was so depressed I was even on the Samaritans website just for someone to talk to.... but couldn't even do that.
It was made worse when I had to pop into the office and people always ask if you got something nice... erm nope, but I did finally decide I was going to go out for a meal in the evening and looked all bug eyed, but frankly didn't care.
I did however get to chat to my childhood friend on the book of the face and we are sorting out some old photos so that is my job for today.
And Charlie saved the day by producing a chocolate birthday cake at 10pm last night, which I am eating for breakfast.
Sorry for the moan just felt so low and feeling like that more and more these days.