You're so brave, Jackie. John deserves a good friend like you.

Hugs honey x0x0x0x

Keep on in there Jackie, you're a saint. John has an amazing friend in you.
Becky

Thank you both very much

I would do the same for any of my friends as they all mean so much to me

me and John just have a bond it is like a mother and son bond and it will never be broken

he is going to a better place i am sure of that cos i know that his journey is only half done

am taking some bird seed today as he has a lovely garden outside the patio doors and the birds and squirrels come into the garden, so i thought if we put some seed down then it would entice them in more and it is nice for John to look at

That's a lovely idea, Jackie x0x

What a lovely thought about the bird seed Jackie. More (((Hugs))). XX

I hope he enjoys seeing all the birds outside Jackie. You are doing something really admirable here, and I hope you're bearing up under all the sadness. Take care, still thinking of you.xxxxxx

Thank you all so much

like i said i would do it for any of my friends
but John is that bit more special to me

i think he will love to see the birds and squirrels in the garden, he loved all our birds and if i could i would take some along to see him, but i doubt they would behave so wont

am off up there at 2pm today am taking a friend from college who lost her nan last month and cannot bear to go alone

will update when i get back

im so sorry jackie

just sending my thoughts to you all, hoping that John isn't suffering. The bird seed sounds a lovely idea, he will like that i am sure...... Keep strong and look after you too xx

Jax, you'll remain in my thoughts through this awful time