Good evening all had a tiring day. Rang Michael and he is in a really bad place much worse than I expected him to be.
Been to the funeral director with him this afternoon cancelled some subscriptions that were Margaret's for him, been to the photography shop and ordered the photo and frame for the coffin and some smaller ones for the family, taken the drugs back that din't get used to.
Updated my niece, and brother.
Going over again Wednesday will meet Margaret's daughter and we will discuss the funeral although he has leaflets and notes nothing not surprisingly hasn't gone in.
He is skin and bone never had a lot of weight on him but did manage to get him to eat a brioche roll with some meat filling in it.
Whether he eats tea is anyone's guess.
He cannot think about facing life without her at this point. Hoping after the funeral he may pick up a bit but worried he may after that just give up.
He was short of breath but I think some of that is down to his grief.
I am very worried about him though.
Time will tell I guess.

Hope everyone's problems are sorted or on their way to being sorted.

Oh no, Lynn. So very worrying for the rest of the family. Poor Michael.

My mum was the same when we lost my brother. She was never the same after that.

Life is so hard for those left behind

Lynn I can feel you "worry" through the computer its scary isn't it how much people give of themselves when caring.

Chris I think it could be down a while.

Fancy it all being down to pure nastiness.

It's looking that way Kazz.

I've got out of the habit of phone texting and with shaky fingers it's not all that easy these days.

At least I'm having a break from Gary video messaging me every half hour