Flipping DWP
I don't know if I'm upset or angry to be honest
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As some of you may recall from my blog, my partner moved in with me in May. The plan was, although our relationship was very new at the time (exhusband had left me in March), that he wanted to be with me to help me to cope emotionally with the stress and anxiety I was going through, and he wanted to help me to pay the expense of keeping my home. My ex left me with all our debts, and suddenly having my income halved left me very very worried. I also had the anxiety of trying to cope with looking after myself alone.
My step-mother was finally awarded a payment through Independent Living to come and look after me for so many hours a week (food preparation, housework I can't manage, laundry, taking me grocery shopping, and a few hours socialisation), but it still didn't take into account the "little things". Lifting and pouring a full bottle of milk or juice; making a cup of tea in a teapot; needing assistance to use my bathlift, or to help me wash/brush/dry my hair if my back and shoulders are hurting me too much. I must ask my partner at least once an hour "can you please...." because I'm not feeling well enough or am not able to do something. I was very depressed, under great stress and not coping with life. I would be on the phone to Darren until 2 or 3 in the morning, just crying over the futility of it all.
So my boyfriend left his job (having suffered catch 22 of not being able to get a job without being local for interviews, etc) and moved 200+ miles up the country to be with me, to give me emotional support, and the physical assistance I needed. Anyone who has been in a long-distance relationship will know how it rips you up after a while. He also wanted to financially help me to keep my house, sort out my divorce and get both our lives back on track.
Unfortunately, despite many job applications, he has so far been unsuccessful in finding work, and his savings were quickly exhausted.
In September, I persuaded him to put in an application for Job Seekers Allowance. Afterall - we have both paid our NI contributions and taxes for our entire working life, and surely claiming help when it's needed is the whole point of losing such a large chunk of your earnings?
He was awarded £60 a week. It doesn't sound like much, but it made a massive difference to us.
On the 2nd November, we got a letter from the DWP to say that as of 31st October, his JSA would be discontinued, as they wanted "further information" regarding his move. A second letter a few days later stated that "Moving in with a disabled partner is not good reason for leaving a job", and wanted a whole list of questions answering.
My annoyance is that, in a "roundabout" way, what they are asking for are
MY personal and medical details.
My partner and I (and the people we have spoken to) think that my OH cannot answer these questions without my consent, as it would require going into great detail about my emotional state at the time that he moved in. At the end of the day, his application for JSA is about getting
my partner the assistance he needs to get back into the workforce, and has nothing to do with me. Given that the DWP seems to be run by people without feelings or emotions at all, they will probably still decide that he is not able to claim anything, since, obviously, you should continue your job no matter what your personal circumstances are and work surely comes before family and happiness
. It wasn't so much the money that I am upset at loosing, it is the assistance with finding work that he is now not getting.
They also have not provided anywhere near enough space on the form to respond to their "accusations". So I have written a letter going into detail about what happened, my emotional state (I have quite bluntly stated that I was contemplating ending my life), and our circumstances between my husband moving out in March, my OH moving in at the end of May, and his claim for JSA in October when we finally realised that the North East is devoid of work for qualified IT technicians. He's even applied for part-time xmas work, bar work, shelf-stacking in supermarkets, etc, to tide us over and the only job he has been interviewed for was cleaning pub toilets (which would have earnt him a grand total of £6 an hour on a casual basis). He still didn't get it
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My family think I'm wasting my time, as they will not even read my letter and explaination - they will want my OH to respond to their "questions" in the space provided. I'm more than a little peeved that I am being forced to "justify" having my partner move in with me.
My OH is getting very depressed about the whole thing, and I am starting to worry that he might feel I have ruined his life. I already feel like such a burden on the people around me. In an ideal world, he would have found a job before moving, but in that case, he would still not be here, and the emotional support he has given me has been so incredibly worth it. I'd rather have him here with no job than not here at all.
Do any of you think my letter will make any difference, or am I just wasting my time and energy?