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Location: South East UK
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..... and your thoughts and prayers and tears still keep coming!!! I will say it again, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU, has given me the strength to get this far without falling to pieces, I am telling the whole world about what a wonderful caring bunch you are. Vicki you have brought a little smile to my face yet again with that office door, and so did someone else when they said Cassie is a member of the dogsey gang now! I wish I could keep this smile again forever, but I know the tears will come back again soon enough.
I might have a problem with Georgie after all this, because I think he is going to be overprotective of me now, just like he was when he first came to us, but Cassie soon sorted him out! I went upstairs for a lie down and someone came to the back door, with the most gorgeous bouquet of pink roses and other flowers from the very thoughtful and lovely Trixybird, aka Tracy!! I have only met her once, spoken on the phone a couple of times, and yet she feels my pain and does this for me, Dave and Mum, I think she's gonna be a good friend to me, as are all of you on here. I rang her to thank her and of course then I couldn't talk for blubbing, I know she understood.
Anyways, Georgie went ballistic at the back door when the delivery lady came with them, so instead of opening the door, I opened the window for her to hand them through. Well, he leaped at the window and promptly landed in the big water bowl underneath flooded the kitchen, and sloped off into his bed! Not a good start Georgie!! I went and cuddled him to reassure him he hadn't done wrong, bless his little cottons.l I have decided to keep him on a lead when we go out at the moment for fear of not knowing his current state of mind that he might run off in search of his loved one, because he still doesn't understand she's gone. He looked and sniffed everywhere in the car for her, bless. However, I have just managed to get him out the front garden for a wee (where she is laid to rest) because earlier on, he wouldn't go out there no matter how much I tried. This might be interesting with our Georgie! I am giving him extra special attention at the moment to help him through.
Better get Dave some dinner if he can eat coz he's just walked in the door, his eyes are full of tears.........
Thanks to all yet again, you're keeping me going at the moment.xxxxx