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Originally Posted by
Lynn
Thanks Helena.
She has one of those pill things Gorden and I bought it for her a couple of years ago she won't use it.
When I went over this morning she was in bed and very down in the dumps. She eventually got up to have a cup of tea her back is giving her a lot pain but they have x-rayed it and said nothing wrong badly bruised.
I took her some potatoes from our garden and Gill had bought her some cold chicken and taken some of her runner beans from the garden round so I cooked her lunch today not a lot but she ate every bit.
I am now going to cook up a batch of things to go in her freezer and she can defrost them overnight re-heat in the microwave and make herself some gravy in a jug she won't have too touch the oven then. Gill is going to make sausage rolls and fish cakes she can warm the fish cakes in a frying pan on the top of the stove. Paul is going to do her housework on a Saturday and he is going to take the washing home and his wife Diane is going to do her washing and ironing for her so between the three of us we can cancel the ladies for everything else except her showers. I am going to pick up her bits of shopping when I go over every fortnight.
Well she perked up no end by the time I had left.
I know she hasn't got years but if she goes relatively painless and without anymore falls because people don't do things the ways she does it will save a lot of hassle all round and it might make her a little happier and easier to be around because of late she has been so miserable no one particularly wants too visit because all she does is moan.
Thanks Helena I may need your help sooner rather than later the way things are going.
If I have one regret Lynn, it's because I didn't quite understand why my mum got so very miserable, but think about it, it's plain to see, now that I can actually look back. I just thought she was being awkward/miserable, sometimes you know, she would go completely dumb on all of us, even when in the care home, and that just wasn't her. I think when they find themselves incapacitated, say after a bad fall, they have time to sit and dwell, then they probably think, well, is this it, just sitting here staring at 4 walls, completely useless, and that's enough to make anybody miserable isn't it, especially when in their minds, they are still 17 you know!!! If I could turn the clock back, I wouldn't have been so grumpy with her at times, especially the time I made her cry (I posted up on here and you all told me to go and give her a hug which I did! lol!). I'm sure they don't mean to be miserable, I think they not only get confused, but mostly, they get very frightened, frightened of what they've become and whether they will ever be able to be back to normal, and of course, I don't care what anybody says, they surely must be frightened when they realise they haven't got much time left!
I just wish that I could have curbed the way I am, the stuff I'm made of, and kept that smile on my face more days than I did when she got so miserable, instead of which I ranted and raved, tore my hair out, told her she was doing it on purpose
oh how I wish I could turn the clock back Lynn, so just be aware of what I'm saying here, try and walk a mile in her shoes atm, and do as you did today from now on, make her smile, make her laugh, give her lots of love, and leave her in that frame of mind every time you walk out of that door! It's all you can do for her, and that'll mean so much more to her than any amount of cooking, washing, cleaning, coz I know it did for my dear old mum when she was here.
Good luck, this is going to be a bumpy old ride now Lynn I'm afraid when she's in pain.
I can still remember my mum giving me the sweetest of smiles when I arrived in the lounge with Zena at that care home, as she reached out her arms, sitting in that chair, and she said to me "oh, I'm so glad you've come today" and I knew she really must have needed that visit
Good luck.xxxxxxxx