Update: Gran's feeling very low at the moment, still in hospital, she's not sleeping very well, they have taken a kidney and liver biopsy, they are trying to figure out where the cancer started. They have upped her morphine 3 times in the past week and a half. I haven't been very well for the past few days but going back to work tomorrow - really looking forward to it NOT!!! - started looking for another job! My mum still having hypo's and worrying - we are natural worrier's!
Thank you very much for your kind comments

Sorry to hear your gran is still so poorly, it is such a hard time, for all the family. I do hope you get some luck looking for another job, there is nothing worse than being in a job that you hate.

Oh you poor lamb. I hope the second half of the year turns around for you so you can see it out on a good note. Last yer was a horrible year for us. Everything has an equal opposite though so hang in there and it will all work out.

((Big Hugs))

Heidi

How cr*ppy, honey. Hope things improve soon x0x0x

..... and I thought I was having a hard time of it!!! Poor you Leanne, I'm so sorry to hear about just about everything going on around you. One thing you could fix perhaps is change your job if you're not happy there? Sending some much needed hugs to make you feel a tad better. Look at it this way, it really can't get any worse for you can it!

Ohhh hun that is not a good start to the year! Hope its all upwards and onwards and all good news from now on! xxx

Big ((((((((((hugs))))))))) hun. I am sure things will get better, I hope so xxxxxxxx

Thanks again!! I have started looking for a new job! Especially after this week! Graham (OH) and I have finally decided to set our wedding date, we are having it on the 25th November, we've decided to do this year so hopefully my gran will be around to witness it! It will only be a small wedding, as I'm no longer religous and the time frame that we want to have it in!! So we have this to look forward to!