I think the lack of sleep is what really screwed things up for us...he was fine until I accused him of being with someone else....I am pathetic, once upon a time I wouldn't care

Wow....still warm out there although there is a little breeze
A mate of mine was buried today, used to live by my nan and I drank with him a few times a week for more years than I remember, mum and dad went to his funeral and the after do was at the club...he had a good send off, I couldn't go as I had to do my chemo..couldn't dodge it this week as I missed last week, mum actually attended the after do and caught up with lots of people she hadn't seen for years

Well I am off to beddy byes. Griff we all get in a state at times and cry. Washes the eyes. So don't you go worrying. Eat please. Night all.

Nite Brenda. Griff, deep breaths and one foot in front of another

Yes Griff, I likewise want to wave a magic wand and put you in a better place

Been a busy day today so I'm off to bed soon. Will try to look in tomorrow evening with update on Lara. Goodnight to all.

Don't you dare not check in and introduce is to Casey's new ladyfriend

Here here Lynn, just what I was thinking

Griff crying is good for the soul and I read somewhere it's good for you
I too wish I could wave a magic wand. You've always been great when I've had a bit of a worry over Lauryn, you are definately not pathetic
Ooh exciting times tomorrow for you Losos
Lynn hope Joel enjoys his stay and that his leg heals soon, and that Mark feels less stressed over all of this soon
I'm off to bed now, hopefully we will all have slept better

Thanks all, you are so kind...I just wish I knew how to sort this mess out, I had just managed to sort my past out so I wouldn't be accusing him anymore and blam....gone! Oh well not much I can do about things now