ive got pics pete ill bring them to nxt show your at...havnt got a scanner lol...wudnt know wot to do anyway lol

sorry jayne posted that as you did, sorry you lost her

im ok....but thanx.....like said making the decision is the hardest thing ive ever had to do....but know i did the right thing...fine about it now...lol...easier typing than talking lol.... i keep saying wen im finished showing ffats im gonna let her live with friends then dont have to do that wen shez older....but wether that happens or not i dont know...with abbie (aboriginal warrior queen for jayneze) its easy as she just lives with me whilst beeing shown then goes back home to ireland wen no shows ...so i wont have to make decision wen shez older...but will still be upset ov course coz im attached to her...

It is so hard to let them go,

jayne can only imagine how horrible you feel

at the time was really hard and only close friends knew....as i cudnt handle talking about it...now im ok ....supose like most things like that in life you have good days and bad ...if im feeling really sad...i just think ov my best friend whos son was killed in a car crash aged 16,and i think to myself...theres always some one worse off than yourself...and to think happy for all the good memories.....

not the best photo to tell likeness but idont hAVe thaT maNy pics yet of cody

both gorgeous Pete
what a cracking head she has \Jayne

that pic was over 4 weeks ago now so hes changed a bit

he has the most gorgeous little face Pete
and LOADS of growing to do yet