Glad you got back OK even if it did take ages, like venturing into the forbidden lands a trip to Heathrow

Just got up again and he had to comment! Yes, I do need to live my own life not that I have much left. This morning I felt very suicidal and thought if I could end it all with Amber then I would, but there is no way I could do that without my beloved dog. June, how you cope I do not know, but you do as do you Griff too. Lynn, hope your lovely Dillon keeps on too. I am very down at the moment, God bless you all.

Right Moyra...your son has no right to control any aspect of your life....you aren't senile and don't need him to oversee your affairs financial or personal!! You manage ok on your own...you walk your dog, get yourself to hospital appointments, manage to cook, clean and wash for yourself and do your shopping...exactly what does he do for you?? He gives you a wee bit of money when he works but when he's not working you give him more than that back in tobacco. I live with my parents, I am so lucky they took me back in...i didn't deserve their help but I got it and I truly appreciate it, I do what I can to repay them...it's never a lot, maybe run the hoover round, if I can manage the garden over a few days I will, if I can mke my dad a dinner I will...i just want them to know I appreciate their help...your boy doesn't show my appreciation at all, I know without my mum and dad I couldn't manage...i couldn't afford to pay rent and bills and feed or clothe myself let alone take care of the animals. I am really sorry but your lad is an ungrateful so and so, you really deserve to be happy in your later life Moyra and you deserve a son who helps you and doesn't criticise....and as for what you mentioned, please don't ever hurt yourself...we would all miss you xxx

Moyra please don' think that the only way is as you mentioned. Where on earth would we be without you?

MOYRA,
You are a really kind,thoughtful,honest lady.You care so much about everyone.I hate that you're feeling so downI think the saying,"the better you are,the worst you're treated"rings through here in your case.Its just who you are though,it's in your nature.Think all us mum's have turned a blind eye at some point to our children totally taking the pis*I hope that whatever decision you make regarding your living arrangements,will make you happy.You so deserve to be(( hugs))Thinking of you,take care xx

Moyra have you thought of taking abreak somewhere with Amber get yourself a bit of time and space.